It's 1a.m. & I still can't sleep.. Well yeah I usually sleep at 3 or 4.. But tonight is just one of my unlucky night.. I'm too stressed before my beauty sleep..
I just don't like it when I sincerely treat people nice but it ends up that people fall for me.. And this thing keep repeating & repeating.. Why? why? Why is it so easy for people to fall for me? What is it with me..?? I'm so stressed right now seriously..
I feel like crying right now, I just don't like to hurt other's feeling by saying 'NO'.. but why is it that I have to undergo this test again & again..??
For once, can't anybody be friend with me like they really mean it??
There are so much things in my mind right now that I think my head will burst!!
Oh God please help me make things right..Please please please :'(